January 2010
10 posts
“All the signs are wrong. I missed my que. I never had a chance. I lost something...”
December 2009
8 posts
“I can’t let anyone in ever again. The pain is too strong.”
“I am a riddle that cannot be solved.”
“Getting blown off from someone you long to get to know is like a punch in the...”
When Albert Einstein died, his final words died...
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I can never be enough.
“I want to buy her flowers.”
“They just can’t be trusted.”
November 2009
25 posts
“There comes a point in all of our lives where we decide what is most important...”
“Jaded by love and loss”
“It’s all dilluted”
Slow down drown the sound
This human condition is comprised by indecision and false ideals spawned through a looking glass of false hopes and empty dreams in a pursuit of happiness to be known to be scene but don’t you see everything we’ve become is a delusion to the the illusion of money power and fame I don’t buy the game. So I choose to sit and watch the world pass by. These...
“I am nothing more to you than flesh and bone. There are thoughts I have and a...”
Transparent
I have a deep fear to let you in
You won’t like what you find
You won’t like what you see
I never said I was perfect
But I never said I was presentable
The dark corners of myself only give way for those who get close enough to turn and run.
Transparency never got me very far.
A brief moment of adrenaline from opening parts of myself I was too afraid to reveal. Like a roller coaster....
Maybe I just don't need to say a word
Sometimes those who have live before me can say exactly how I feel or love or live life or view humanity similar or better to the way I view it now, and maybe I just need to live my life as evidence of these profound words and statements, and maybe I just don’t need to say anything at all.
Maybe thoughts and words and life is a circle that repeats itself in different settings. Maybe...
“sometimes I feel completely incapable of having a friend.”
“I just wanted a friend.”
“Ready to call it a life”
“The hardest part about all of this; is when you really need love, you cant find...”
“There comes a point when my flesh must be conquered by my spiritual desires.”
“Those who profess “love” are usually the first to abandon you in...”
“Your lukewarm has turned me cold.”
“Help me.”
“There is a feeling of uneasyness and unrest. I feel lost and unwelcome...”
“There is nothing special about me.”
“I feel ill. No one invited me to a Halloween party. I had to invite myself....”
October 2009
38 posts
“Those who are supposed to love you are the quickest to betray you. I have lost...”
“So angry I’m dizzy.”
“Living in the wilderness taught me to not worry about things we can’t...”
“Love is the one thing that could kill us and the one thing worth staying alive...”
“Love is the most dangerous and most precious thing. I have yet to experience...”
“I’m begining to feel closer to the unknown and unseen.”
“And I could love you more than we would ever know.”